Silence
6 years ago
I've been somewhat silent, which isn't too uncommon for me. Back when I joined I was a lot more... active. I posted a lot whether it was a journal to update everyone on how I've been or art, I haven't been doing either and no, my account isn't dead. I still check my account almost on a daily basis. Just haven't had anything art wise to post and had nothing I wanted to say. But some things have come up and I'd like to inform anyone who think I am just pulling away or holding a grudge or whatever.
I have been having a rough time this past year, I have been trying to get back to my normal life and it's hard. I lost my mother to cancer in January and this year has been a lot of firsts without her; Valentine's Day, Mother's Day, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Easter and even my birthday all without her... I have also been having issues with my relationship and family that we're trying to work out but it's not ideal at the moment. I am also looking at moving to another state in the next month or so, so I've been preparing for that. I haven't been talking to anyone much, most people who I talk to message me first. I DON'T talk to people no matter who they are unless they message first. Everyone who knows me personally knows this.
This being said, I greatly thank the friends that have been there for me through all this. I couldn't have made it through this without them. I would tag them but you know who you are ❤️ I love you guys, you're like family to me and you mean the world to me. Thank you guys so much for being there for me.
And I have said this before, if you want to talk to me, I am on Discord and Second Life more than I am on here but I do check here often. Just message me and I'll respond, it's not hard to message me or find me. I have my accounts listed in my profile but I'll put them here too just so it's easier.
Discord: @SurrieCiasullo#4805
Second Life: Surrie95
DeviantART: Jessica-Hirashi
Telegram: SurrieCiasullo
Just message me and I will answer.
Now, this doesn't mean I'll be back to posting the way I was. The anniversary of my mom's death is coming up so I may go silent again, but I am trying to post more, I'm trying. So thank all of you who have stayed and are still watching me even in my silence, you all are amazing and I will do my best to get stuff out for you guys soon. I'm working on an updated commission price sheet and will be opening up new kinds of commissions, hopefully I'll start doing streams or something once I get in the new house too, we'll see. But I do hope to be more active and have more for you guys.
Sorry about the rant but I felt it had to be said, thank you for reading if you made it this far! You are all such amazing people!
I have been having a rough time this past year, I have been trying to get back to my normal life and it's hard. I lost my mother to cancer in January and this year has been a lot of firsts without her; Valentine's Day, Mother's Day, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Easter and even my birthday all without her... I have also been having issues with my relationship and family that we're trying to work out but it's not ideal at the moment. I am also looking at moving to another state in the next month or so, so I've been preparing for that. I haven't been talking to anyone much, most people who I talk to message me first. I DON'T talk to people no matter who they are unless they message first. Everyone who knows me personally knows this.
This being said, I greatly thank the friends that have been there for me through all this. I couldn't have made it through this without them. I would tag them but you know who you are ❤️ I love you guys, you're like family to me and you mean the world to me. Thank you guys so much for being there for me.
And I have said this before, if you want to talk to me, I am on Discord and Second Life more than I am on here but I do check here often. Just message me and I'll respond, it's not hard to message me or find me. I have my accounts listed in my profile but I'll put them here too just so it's easier.
Discord: @SurrieCiasullo#4805
Second Life: Surrie95
DeviantART: Jessica-Hirashi
Telegram: SurrieCiasullo
Just message me and I will answer.
Now, this doesn't mean I'll be back to posting the way I was. The anniversary of my mom's death is coming up so I may go silent again, but I am trying to post more, I'm trying. So thank all of you who have stayed and are still watching me even in my silence, you all are amazing and I will do my best to get stuff out for you guys soon. I'm working on an updated commission price sheet and will be opening up new kinds of commissions, hopefully I'll start doing streams or something once I get in the new house too, we'll see. But I do hope to be more active and have more for you guys.
Sorry about the rant but I felt it had to be said, thank you for reading if you made it this far! You are all such amazing people!
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