Oh hey! Someone else who feels like this! Neat!

Allow me to be brutally honest with you for a second: Nobody is going to do your stories and series like you want them to. It is in your mind and your mind alone that these worlds and characters can flourish. You are the one who knows them best. If you want these stories to be told, then you'll have to do it yourself.

Look, I've been where you are (hell, I am where you are). I feel like I'm worthless, but I have lots of stories I want to tell, and to be honest, I think I have a responsibility to tell them. Do you love your characters? Do you love the worlds you've created? Then they're your reason to keep pushing forward. You owe it to them to tell their story and share it with the world. Because otherwise it would have been like they never existed.

Feel sorry for yourself all you want. Cry, get angry, rage against how life treats you.

But once you're done?

Get. Up.

The stories you can tell matter, but they can only be told by you.

Don't sell yourself short, nobody but you can see your ideas fully realized. You're the one who made them, after all, and only you can really do them complete justice. So to that extent, don't give up. Things will work out, I'm sure.

This talent of creativity isn't wasted on you, you just need to get the means to make something out of it, to use it more properly. In your current state it's more difficult. But the time will come, that you can use it more properly. Waiting may be annoying, but there is no other way.

Nobody else can continue your stories like you do. That's why you should keep working on it and do what you can and like. You need to look for more possibilities to spread these stories and present them in other ways, so that attention will increase for it.
You have the talent to create big things and you should preserve and improve it, use it. But you should also work on your real life circumstances to be able to use this talent properly. Only if you have the right balance, you can continue your path, using you abilities right.

This journal is 2 months old you know, lol

Yes, I know. Still I thought it can't be wrong to share my thoughts about that, since it was a serious topic.

I know, but it's already in the past

That is good to hear then.