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A year ends and a new decade begins. Let's look back.....
6 years ago
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scars-windblade So I turned 35 this year. And that is actually a huge milestone for me. Considering I started this century by being told I wouldn't make it to 25. So every year to me is a personal goal.
There are many things I wanna look back on. But sometimes it's hard. My older friends will remember my horrid migraines. Days at a time laying in bed unable to move for any reason. But luckily I only have small headaches now and the occasional migraine for a day.. two max now.
I also this decade started to have this foot pain that plagues me to this day. I can tell you the day it actually became a problem. July 12th 2012. Yup. It's a stand out date to me cause it has plagued me for so long.
I also got to meet one of the most important people in my life. 
nickada we met in 2011, met each other in 2012, and I moved in with her in 2013. we became mates in August 21st of 2013. It was rough here and there but we are each others person. All I have to say about her is what she knows, and that's what matters.
And I also met the one person who I would literal do anything for 
bluekitsune we meet on Secondlife in 2009. He was just there one day in my spaceship. We both had the SAME avatar, and just like. Kitsune? And ever since then we have been nearly inseparable. We met up in 2011 for a road trip from Utah to Tennessee to Ohio. Then I rode back worh him to Utah in 2012. We been to so many cons together. This fellow kitsune and I have been thru some rough times together, but we I dont think anything will get between us. Might have some tiffs, but we always say sorry the next day. Unless involves WORMs.
I also met 
lilbluefoxie met her for a minute at AC 2014 in the hallway. Then in August she noted me. Got to meet her in 2015 when my trip to ac took a huge detour by damned accident to NYC. I wish we had nore then a few hours. And after that I been doing my best to make her happy and feel loved thru the thick of it. Proud of you pudge. Remember your ass will make the best bongos, and I will always try to suck our your soul. *winks*
Then around mid 2017 I meet 
lucidum here on via a few notes, and a bit of telegram. but it didnt pick up to Christmas that year about the time I lost my horrible job. The only one I managed in this decade. X.x. but since then me and her have been insperable and helped each other thru the dark times. You my favorite boobieburd. <3
vampiredraculina I been friend for ever and finally got to meet. That has been so wonderful. We need to get more pokemon and arbys!
lexiegreywinds I was happy to meet you. Too bad it was for 20 minutes and 15 of that was in line waiting for a shitty undercooked sandwich.
sh0tty 
kuraianubis and possibly so many more I have yet to meet, but been so glad that have been in my world, life, and more. I need to meet you all some day <3
flyingfire I am sorry what happened between us. I miss you. And if you ever can find it in your heart to forgive me..... I would be happy to hear from you again.
shyunicom83 we left on less then good terms. I did love you at some point. I look in on you from time to time to see if your ok. I doubt you will ever see this, but I really do wish you the best.
Now that I have the people out of the way. Let's count the large things to have happened.
Moved: 2 times. That may seem odd. But I have moved 35 times!
Phones: 5. I try so hard to keep my technology for the long haul. But I am the phone killer.
Computers: 5. Same as above. Built my game rig and it's been going strong since 2018.
Conventions: 21. With AC the most. Tff close behind. And mff being on my ban list.
Cars: 5. 1 I killed in a pond, 1 drove into the ground, 1 having to be pretty much abandon, 1 being a lemon, and one I am driving into the ground.
Loses in family: 2 that I can say matter. My Grandmother in 2018 super early on. Andy mates mom during this summer.
Jobs: 1. And that was a shitshow. Hey if You are reading this tell mommy to stop being your girlfriend. And you know who you are.
Roadtrips: shit.... too many. Mostly from home to Knoxville. A few for cons. A number for moving or helping bluekitsune
Fursuits: 2. Both where partials only. The head made by 
crystumes the first died due glasses falling off and destroying the muzzle. The second incarnation is retired mostly due to a worn out jaw.
Key points of this last few years.
I made amends with my father. We when I left home back in 2004 were on pretty much hit with car if we saw one another. But during the last 10 years I was able to slowly make a connection. I was officially allowed back into the house in early 2014 for my gma's 80th birthday. And well since then it got better. Now we are talking without problems. Mean we will never call each other on the phone and talk just to talk. But we can have a dinner. Watch tv, and such. This to me is one of the most important things to happen.
I nearly died due to a massive blood infection that continues to effect me. I am not able to br as active as I used to be. I can't do the cold like I did. that saddens me most.
I kind of pulled back from the fandom in a sense of that the new generation of furs. And the drama kind makes me less active here, and some other places. I will never quit the fandom. This is my life and I will always be a proud fur.
As for anything else. Well there isn't much. I am a survivor. I am getting by.
Love you all. Thank you for going on this journey with me. And I hope these coming years are kind to all of you. I dont know when I will be on again. But if you ever need me. I am on telegram almost 24/7. I enjoy making friends. Specially those who wa t to be here for the long run. <3 
nickada
bluekitsune
lilbluefoxie
lucidum
vampiredraculina
lexiegreywinds
sh0tty
kuraianubis
flyingfire
shyunicom83
crystumes
But I'm glad you're still around bro! We need to plan another road trip somewhere, preferably to a con!