Today... well today put my troubles in perspective... I've been feeling down, and just emotionally wacked up for the past few days... but today, 9-11 made me see just how good I have it, I may not be able to tell my dad everything, but I can tell him I love him, I can call him up at any time and chat, those worries... are nothing compared to the feelings of those who lost loved ones on this day those years ago. Now that I have my senses back, I've whole heartedly decided, not to tell him, if he learns on his own, let it be so, but for now, I'll just enjoy what I have with him, and not let the fear of loosing it destroy it for me.