Had 2019 ended in say in Autumn, I probably would have said it was one of the worst years I had. June-November weren't really that great. I fell into a depressed state, my new job was killing me and I was doing the same thing day in day out. I felt as if I was not waving, but drowning. Earlier in the year one of my uncles passed away (although I wasn't close with him, it was still upsetting) and last Sunday my nan passed away (again, not super close with her, but still very upsetting). At least I got to say my goodbyes to the both of them since both deaths were coming.

I thought 2019 was my worst year in a long time. But I'm looking back on it now, and the good stands out more than the bad. May was the best month! I celebrated my 22nd birthday in the Netherlands with  Auxy,  Diorexity and  Guzame. Just hanging out with friends getting drunk and high was all I could've asked for. Honestly one of the better birthdays I've ever had. And then later that month was Confuzzled, my first furry con. Meeting up with friends and taking them around my home city, getting drunk and just having a good time. I had so much fun during those days! I met up with  AtrocityAtWork and started discussing stuff about moving in as roommates in 2020! And even went to the Pokémon Centre in London with him and sort of  Goobie. I had Doopy stop over for Christmas which was super nice having her to spend Christmas with! I got my driving license and now I'm driving on the streets like a maniac. And of course, I went to MFF and got to meet so many of my friends! Like, it was surreal. I actually got to meet up with all of you and it was the best few days of my life!

2020 will be another big year. I'm finally going to be moving out from my parents and out the West Midlands to move up north of England. I think that will be the biggest thing I will do this year! I will be attending Confuzzled again. Fingers crossed I get to go MFF again! And also possibly Eurofurence! I think once I have settled in to my new surroundings, I'm gonna try and focus what I wanted to do career wise, as I've put it on hold for quite a while, and its about time I focused on it! Happy New Year everyone!