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New Year Update! 2020
5 years ago
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Hello everyone,
Man, it's already a new year. Time does fly.~
Though this will be for both December and updates for the next month.
While the holidays have been great, I am going to come clean on something.
This is personal and I figured I state it as such.
I made a lot of mistakes, ones where I look at myself and think that I have been hurt or angry inside.
A face I don't show to anyone unless they know me on a physical personal level.
Actions I took way too far, and even hurt my family which almost caused them to become distant.
To the point, I decided to speak to a professional therapist. Though I was open to my close friends about it, there was always this feeling I kept.
It still haunts me to this day, and get constant reminders from time to time.
Yet, I feel like it's on a thin line of just crossing that point and snapping to do the worse thing I can come up.
Still, that line is just a little respect I had for back then, thinking of the good times.
I don't need a second chance, I don't need that in my life, and I most certainly can do better if I put myself to the task.
I've been proving this since 3 years ago since May.
I am contempt and will look forward to what brings me.
It's not because of the New year though, or some kind of resolution, just something I like to share for those reading this.
Don't get me wrong, this was a pretty good year for me. An awesome group of friends online for art and my guild on D&D.
The times I took to write a few stories and concepts. Working a job where it doesn't put me down but feels like I am needed, and works with my hours. *Best Christmas party and Bonus~*
A Christmas I got to get my family gifts and enjoy ourselves.
Yet I am not gonna lie.... there is something I really want, and will never get ever again.
The point is I am still here, and for those who want to chill and hang out are welcome.
Just give me a heads up ^^;
Also, call out to my close friends in my profile, go check them out! They could really use the support.
I won't be updating as much, because I would like to relax more before the next holiday, but you can still find me on Discord.
Until then, thank you everyone for reading.
Man, it's already a new year. Time does fly.~
Though this will be for both December and updates for the next month.
While the holidays have been great, I am going to come clean on something.
This is personal and I figured I state it as such.
I made a lot of mistakes, ones where I look at myself and think that I have been hurt or angry inside.
A face I don't show to anyone unless they know me on a physical personal level.
Actions I took way too far, and even hurt my family which almost caused them to become distant.
To the point, I decided to speak to a professional therapist. Though I was open to my close friends about it, there was always this feeling I kept.
It still haunts me to this day, and get constant reminders from time to time.
Yet, I feel like it's on a thin line of just crossing that point and snapping to do the worse thing I can come up.
Still, that line is just a little respect I had for back then, thinking of the good times.
I don't need a second chance, I don't need that in my life, and I most certainly can do better if I put myself to the task.
I've been proving this since 3 years ago since May.
I am contempt and will look forward to what brings me.
It's not because of the New year though, or some kind of resolution, just something I like to share for those reading this.
Don't get me wrong, this was a pretty good year for me. An awesome group of friends online for art and my guild on D&D.
The times I took to write a few stories and concepts. Working a job where it doesn't put me down but feels like I am needed, and works with my hours. *Best Christmas party and Bonus~*
A Christmas I got to get my family gifts and enjoy ourselves.
Yet I am not gonna lie.... there is something I really want, and will never get ever again.
The point is I am still here, and for those who want to chill and hang out are welcome.
Just give me a heads up ^^;
Also, call out to my close friends in my profile, go check them out! They could really use the support.
I won't be updating as much, because I would like to relax more before the next holiday, but you can still find me on Discord.
Until then, thank you everyone for reading.
