Been slowly munching through sketches for all my due commissions so I can start blasting them all with line work and color in a massive sitdown. I'd like to finish a good chunk of them at the same time.

My pain has been debilitating at times which has led me to try some edible thc/cbd, which the people said might help with the pain, as well as my depression, anxiety, and OCD. So far it does seem to provide a bit of relief. Not a lot, but enough to be noticable.

The people staying in my house didnt pay rent last month. Or this month. Theyve completely stopped responding to me. I have a telephone appointment with a lawyer on Thursday..

I have 2 conventions coming up soon and I'm like...nervous for them. I'm trying to chill but it's hard considering one is in canada and the other one is huge.

Because of my renters I have to pay my mortgage out of my paycheck which is already not a lot. Any time I do something fun or dont eat at home or go a place it's because my boyfriend funds it. I feel like such a worthless POS all the time. I'm lucky I have him to help me with everything.

I want to finish all current commissions so I can take new ones and not have to be such a damned burden to him.

Thanks for reading and caring.