I think I need to take a temporary hiatus from drawing for a bit. I don't know what it is, but I constantly feel like I am upset with myself and what I draw, along with letting my followers down by the lack of improvement as I don't see it. I want to be good at art. I want to improve. Most of all I want to have some f**king self confidence.

I have almost no self worth, and I hate trying to pretend I do because it doesn't work trying. I am not saying any of this for attention, money, art, or anything like that (I say that because I cannot tell you how many people have tried to pull that card on me for the past two years I have been on FA and Twitter), I just want people to know that I might be gone for a little while. I am sorry if I am sounding dramatic. I tried my best to draw, and nothing is working for me. Even with people giving me ideas on what to draw, I just can't do it for some reason and I think it is art block, but I kinda thought it would be gone by now, despite me still trying to draw regardless, but I think it is just making things worse.

I think I made this journal longer than it needs to be. Long story short, I think I need to find myself some self worth at this point. I have serious confidence issues and I need to somehow find a way to get myself back on my feet. This is sorta why commissions haven't been up for quite some time now, I just don't feel confident in my art. I will most certainly do raffles and gift art to show love and appreciation for my followers that I cannot thank enough for being here, but for commissions, I just don't feel like I deserve it right now. That is the lack of confidence talking.

Sorry for the long barrage of text. I hope you all are having a wonderful day, and I am sorry about all this. I will be back with uploading art when I am better. Thank you all for your love and patience.