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2019 in a nutshell
6 years ago
Late to the party on this one, but I wanted to give time to really think about this before I typed it out.
2019 was a weird year for me, there have been a lotta things in my life that changed and a lot of things that stayed the same, for better or worse. New place to live, new city, new relationship, new job, new friends. A lot of "new" but yet I felt throughout the year like life really wasn't going anywhere in some regards. Mostly cause it felt like I was starting a massive chunk of my life all over again.
I checked off a few things in the last year on the grand list of things I want to do, I focused a lot on my personal projects. Art was the same as it always was, I kept steady with that more or less (aside a hand injury from the summer I still battle with to this day) I explored a few interesting concepts and avenues, which can be seen in my gallery. I also bit the bullet, and my wallet and fulfilled a dream of mine, to sculpt my very own silicone toy. Something not many people got the time, resources or just determination to try. Hell I even built my own vacuum chamber outta scrap just to do it, so I feel rather proud of myself for having that level of follow-through and then in the end making a nice silicone toy modeled after my dragon self. So in terms of like things I got done, I am pretty happy with what I accomplished.
Socially it has been a very reclusive year for me. It still felt like a very bumpy road full of sore spots, sad to say but I tend to be a slow-heal person when it comes to dealing with shit and while 2019 wasn't so bad for dealing with people and furries, I still was just too overwhelmed by things and needed to take a break and get away from it all. The silver lining and glimmer of hope though was that I still managed to meet new people out there who despite the state I have been in, have been incredibly kind, supportive and even talked or hangout with me through all my ups and downs. You guys know who you are and you know how much I appreciate you all. <3
In closing, I am trying to remain optimistic for 2020. I still got a long ways to go in fixing or otherwise rebuilding my life from what had felt like square one (which holy fuck feels awful in your 30s) but I got a few foundation stones in place and am still working through things a lot in the hopes of being more of a true me again. Trying to be a physically, socially, sexually and general life healthy dragon is a lot to take on, but it needs to be done.
Wingfire out! ^.=.^ ^O^
2019 was a weird year for me, there have been a lotta things in my life that changed and a lot of things that stayed the same, for better or worse. New place to live, new city, new relationship, new job, new friends. A lot of "new" but yet I felt throughout the year like life really wasn't going anywhere in some regards. Mostly cause it felt like I was starting a massive chunk of my life all over again.
I checked off a few things in the last year on the grand list of things I want to do, I focused a lot on my personal projects. Art was the same as it always was, I kept steady with that more or less (aside a hand injury from the summer I still battle with to this day) I explored a few interesting concepts and avenues, which can be seen in my gallery. I also bit the bullet, and my wallet and fulfilled a dream of mine, to sculpt my very own silicone toy. Something not many people got the time, resources or just determination to try. Hell I even built my own vacuum chamber outta scrap just to do it, so I feel rather proud of myself for having that level of follow-through and then in the end making a nice silicone toy modeled after my dragon self. So in terms of like things I got done, I am pretty happy with what I accomplished.
Socially it has been a very reclusive year for me. It still felt like a very bumpy road full of sore spots, sad to say but I tend to be a slow-heal person when it comes to dealing with shit and while 2019 wasn't so bad for dealing with people and furries, I still was just too overwhelmed by things and needed to take a break and get away from it all. The silver lining and glimmer of hope though was that I still managed to meet new people out there who despite the state I have been in, have been incredibly kind, supportive and even talked or hangout with me through all my ups and downs. You guys know who you are and you know how much I appreciate you all. <3
In closing, I am trying to remain optimistic for 2020. I still got a long ways to go in fixing or otherwise rebuilding my life from what had felt like square one (which holy fuck feels awful in your 30s) but I got a few foundation stones in place and am still working through things a lot in the hopes of being more of a true me again. Trying to be a physically, socially, sexually and general life healthy dragon is a lot to take on, but it needs to be done.
Wingfire out! ^.=.^ ^O^
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