I thought that today would be a good day for some art. The same thought has occurred several other times, and I'm led to the same place I am right now.
I try to draw. Sometimes I start okay. But I end up nowhere near finishing what I'm doing, then start to feel overwhelmed or I notice that it doesn't look good. Normally this wouldn't stop me, and I'd power through til I thought the draw looked good enough. But recently I've been having a hard time. When I try drawing, often I just end up goofing off or not doing serious work. As I write this, having just tried to draw, I feel kind of physically weak. I don't like this... I'd much rather put out more stuff for you guys. I'd much rather be creative... But I just don't feel it right now.
I may try drawing from time to time, but I just wanted to let you know why my uploads have become more infrequent, and why it may be a while before I do my next proper piece. I hope I get out of this funk soon...
I've been home for winter break and I can't help but think I'm going to wish for all this free time later, but I can't bring myself to do much now. Maybe it's best for me to take a step back.