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Life Update I
6 years ago
Call me Lilith cause I wasn't what daddy wanted
Updates yey..
Art/Projects : I am doing 100 theme challenge and have 3 down and i think a 4th in the works lol i cant remember, ALSO BIG ONE i'm gonna sign up for picarto so i will live stream some of my arts for anyone who wants to watch and waters can get a free request now and again, also redoing my prices and dos and dont's and all that so keep an eye out, and i will end up drawing a streaming drawing to put up when i will start a stream, IM ON WEBTOONS
Health: My stupid ass got sick. yeah its a cold but rather quickly getting over it happily tho i will end up calling in sick one day of work to rest fully then make something good for dinner and fully the burn on my wrist wont act up cause the heat, and the burn was accident i didn't relapses of my addition of self harm/self pain. it was at work i made potato wedges and two stuck on the basket and i used my left hand to pull it off while the right was holding on to the try with a oven mitt but i have a stupid twitch that acts up and yeah you can guess wtf happened
Mental Heath: I'm gonna end up buying more weed when i can to help control my depression but its kinda under control tho just a few minutes ago as of writing this i cried out of the blue, i went from giggling to crying my eyes out it was weird for me, tho i'm over it and back to..normal? idk. BUT BUT BUT good news, i found more about myself and feel more connected to myself its weird and basically wtf moments look here if you wanna know sta.sh/21a5jxy6gm7e dont judge me theres worse people out there
Home life/Family life: WEEEELLLLLLL....heh sorry my eldest brother is slowly being disowned all cause hes pussyed whipped and now with a almost 1 year old son that he wants all of us to go to here HER i.e where his wife parents live to go see the baby at some party...um no one i dont have a ride two no one wants to waste gas on going and three my mom threaten to disown him if he doesn't smarten up, oh and my mother birthday is in march and we all did a group chat to go to an all you can eat place for her birthday because she'll be turning 60. (before you ask she was 30 something when she had me and was in her 20s when she had my older bros) its a huge milestone for her and she wants all her sons there even my hubby to be there cause hes like a son to her and i'm 50% sure its mainly to feel like all 3 kids are there given how we are all 99.9999999999% sure the oldest wont go and which i have full right to curse him out and throw everything back in his face about the past i kept bottled in big one was "i knew you were very depressed but i didnt know what to do" meaning her knew how close i was to committing suicide yet just stood there and watched, lucky all times failed and i just did what i did and now fighting to live..kinda stupidity is a virus thats taking over.
