In a bad place. Could use some kind words or anything....
6 years ago
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Start of Journal Title is pretty self explanatory. Been in a bad place mentally as of late. I can only count maybe 4 people who honestly I feel care or try.... and even then. .
I feel like nothing I say anywhere is well read. Twitter is a damned joke. Almost never see anything responded to on there. I know I rarely on here. Sorry managment has let me down. And health hasn't been best for me to stay up to date on here. Another year where I am most likely gonna miss all cons. And that bugs me most due to missing my friends. And art. Ha. Never seem to get that anymore. Can't afford it, or when I do.... still waiting nearly 5 years later on the only one that mattered most....
And j miss my friends most.... and right now.... I could use them most. Badly. Please.
I feel like nothing I say anywhere is well read. Twitter is a damned joke. Almost never see anything responded to on there. I know I rarely on here. Sorry managment has let me down. And health hasn't been best for me to stay up to date on here. Another year where I am most likely gonna miss all cons. And that bugs me most due to missing my friends. And art. Ha. Never seem to get that anymore. Can't afford it, or when I do.... still waiting nearly 5 years later on the only one that mattered most....
And j miss my friends most.... and right now.... I could use them most. Badly. Please.
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scars-windblade
Anyway I hope that things will get better for you this year and you seem to be a nice guy.
Anyway I can't say that life will get better, because over all in my experience it won't. That being said changing how you view things MIGHT help it feel like it's gotten better. Ultimately all that really matters is you and what you enjoy. If you enjoy other people, then seek them out! If you enjoy being alone then to hell with everyone else!
This was probably less helpful than you were hoping, but a depressed person can't really help another depressed person other than showing empathy.
I feel like nothing I say anywhere is well read. Twitter is a damned joke. Almost never see anything responded to on there. Ditto, idk if its my approach, my basic sona, or something I said or did...Or just bc Twitter is twitter...Im mostly kind of afraid to even post gives me anxiety lol.
Another year where I am most likely gonna miss all cons. And that bugs me most due to missing my friends. And art. Ha. Never seem to get that anymore. - Yep. Same here. Exact same. When i do have time for art im tired, unmotivated or stressed about something bothering me. And i doubt ill get to go to any cons really ever again due to onset social anxiety. Last few times i went it wasn't good for me and didn't feel the same as my earlier cons. Plus new job will most likely not give me time off for a while. But I get to watch all the furs i admire go, and hear about my 4 or 5 friends telling me about it. FOMO is real and very toxic. XP
I don't think any of us are truly having it perfect. social media is usually only the best of peoples lives and its easy to think things wont get better. But they will.
You want any additional friends feel free to DM me. Ill listen and would love to get to know you better. Maybe?
You seem like a good guy and just want a little love and attention. Like anybody.