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5 years ago
I have pretty much moved on from this community. I may post the odd update every now and again. So I'd like to thank you all for your well wishes and stuff, and it was mostly a fun ride. some people in this community really got under my skin. One in particular made it really hard for me to say anything in almost 2 years.
But now that I have had plenty of time to reflect on things, I decided to write them down here. it's as good a place as anywhere I suppose.
To the one who abandoned me, and betrayed our friendship. you know who you are. I forgive you, and I'm sorry I couldn't be a better friend to you.
But now you have lost me forever. And being the self-hating monster you are, you have to live with that, but I'm sure you'll be fine. You're used to it, and I know for a fact I'm not the first one you have done this to. Those pieces I made for you, all that time we spent watching movies and TV shows together. all the things we did. It's like it all meant nothing to you, and I should have known that's how it would be in the end. But it doesn't matter anymore.
I draw again. completely for myself and nobody else. I'm happy, and live in a nice house surrounded by people who love me. I make a living and I work hard. I'm not afraid to drive a car, and I socialize with people and manage to even make them laugh. I have changed these few years. And because of what I have learned about myself, I no longer feel like I can do the things I used to. it's not that I outgrew them, it's that they are things that do not allow me to grow.
Bruce Lee said it best. "Absorb what is useful, discard what is useless and add what is specifically your own" If i went back to this site now, I would feel it a useless endeavor. my art wouldn't have the creative spark it once did for the confining subject matter of this site. I make so much more than anthro art. I am a story teller, and this community doesn't truly reflect what I am anymore.
I am not saying it is beneath me. I'm simply stating that it's not really what I am anymore. So thank you for those who made my time on this site feel special.
If any of you are even remotely interested in the art I make now, you can find it here: http://farmillia.webcomic.ws/comics/first/
I update it occasionally when I have time. And have a wonderful day everybody.
But now that I have had plenty of time to reflect on things, I decided to write them down here. it's as good a place as anywhere I suppose.
To the one who abandoned me, and betrayed our friendship. you know who you are. I forgive you, and I'm sorry I couldn't be a better friend to you.
But now you have lost me forever. And being the self-hating monster you are, you have to live with that, but I'm sure you'll be fine. You're used to it, and I know for a fact I'm not the first one you have done this to. Those pieces I made for you, all that time we spent watching movies and TV shows together. all the things we did. It's like it all meant nothing to you, and I should have known that's how it would be in the end. But it doesn't matter anymore.
I draw again. completely for myself and nobody else. I'm happy, and live in a nice house surrounded by people who love me. I make a living and I work hard. I'm not afraid to drive a car, and I socialize with people and manage to even make them laugh. I have changed these few years. And because of what I have learned about myself, I no longer feel like I can do the things I used to. it's not that I outgrew them, it's that they are things that do not allow me to grow.
Bruce Lee said it best. "Absorb what is useful, discard what is useless and add what is specifically your own" If i went back to this site now, I would feel it a useless endeavor. my art wouldn't have the creative spark it once did for the confining subject matter of this site. I make so much more than anthro art. I am a story teller, and this community doesn't truly reflect what I am anymore.
I am not saying it is beneath me. I'm simply stating that it's not really what I am anymore. So thank you for those who made my time on this site feel special.
If any of you are even remotely interested in the art I make now, you can find it here: http://farmillia.webcomic.ws/comics/first/
I update it occasionally when I have time. And have a wonderful day everybody.
Also just checked through the comic for a bit! You've grown a hecking lot with your style, your colors, and the story is pretty fantastical too. I can't wait to see what happens next.
I'm wishing you the best of everything in your journey Jard, and if there's anything you need anytime anywhere we're here.