Random thoughts from last night
6 years ago
As an asexual, I look at sexual intercourse the same way I would look at a glob of unidentifiable mushy paste that was just served for dinner at a fancy party.
I look around and I see everyone else eating it and clearly enjoying it. I know it tastes good to them, I know they like it, because it's very obvious they like it. And I can understand why they like it, because I know that it was specifically made to be something they would enjoy.
But no matter how much you encourage me to try it, no matter how much I know that everyone else thinks it's great, I just can't get past how utterly disgusting it looks to me. I know just from a glance, from the appearance and texture and presentation, that it's exactly the sort of thing that I will never be willing or able to partake in, and I feel absolutely fine passing it up because I wasn't very hungry to begin with and I'd really rather just go home and have a quick snack by myself.
I look around and I see everyone else eating it and clearly enjoying it. I know it tastes good to them, I know they like it, because it's very obvious they like it. And I can understand why they like it, because I know that it was specifically made to be something they would enjoy.
But no matter how much you encourage me to try it, no matter how much I know that everyone else thinks it's great, I just can't get past how utterly disgusting it looks to me. I know just from a glance, from the appearance and texture and presentation, that it's exactly the sort of thing that I will never be willing or able to partake in, and I feel absolutely fine passing it up because I wasn't very hungry to begin with and I'd really rather just go home and have a quick snack by myself.
rhadmor
~rhadmor
Basically me, tho i DID try it.
SnowLeandre
~snowleandre
Frozen pizza sounds way tastier than mushy paste to me too. I'd rather use the mushy paste as paint for my ideas. I don't need a taste of it.
Reyquiem
~reysilverskin
OP
Well said.
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