Any of you guys ever just get in that mood where you dont know if you're super angry or suicidal? cause thats me right now.... its probably attributed to my S.A.D. but it may be for real... I dont know. I just have lost the motivation and the will to go on... my paranoia and anxiety are at an all time high and I dont see it stopping anytime soon... guys what do I do? I feel like im worthless weak and unwanted constantly.... I dont know if I can go on anymore....