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Things Are Looking Up
5 years ago
I wanna thank everyone for their support for me with my last, emotional journal. It's been really difficult trying to get everything together. Having to deal with medication adjustments, chronic pain and looming deadlines for rent and bills around every corner. But I am so thankful to have the support of you all that I've amassed over the years. To have such a good community fostered here that can relate to my struggles, that can enjoy my art for the sake of enjoyment, and is always around to encourage me when I feel alone.
I recently got one of the medications they have been lowering slowly lately boosted back up again, and I've been able to have a more renewed focus and less executive dysfunction. Sure some things are still tough, but with the support of my friends on discord too, I'm making it.
Not to mention I got my cpap machine at last yesterday. (I have sleep apnea, have for years since I was a child) and while I must say that I dont feel like, euphoric or nothing. I am very proud of my ability to keep focused on things I have to do, like for example finishing a commission in one go without feeling that bad brain vibes that I usually get when I force myself to work. More energy, hell, even less pain, even though sleeping last night sucked because of back pain.
Of course I am dealing with some mild anemia because of a haywire period and I'm going to have to deal with more med shortage for a couple of days to save money (picking up rent money, grocery shopping and meds all at once) on the 10th, but it shouldnt be too horrible I'm hoping.
Anyway, I just need $100 more have my rent assured for me,. I'm going to try to work on my queue before I make even more YCH's and fill it up even more. o_o so please consider helping out if you can!
Donation Links
Paypal: http://paypal.me/yaoimeowmaster
Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/nyvivianv
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nyvivianv
I recently got one of the medications they have been lowering slowly lately boosted back up again, and I've been able to have a more renewed focus and less executive dysfunction. Sure some things are still tough, but with the support of my friends on discord too, I'm making it.
Not to mention I got my cpap machine at last yesterday. (I have sleep apnea, have for years since I was a child) and while I must say that I dont feel like, euphoric or nothing. I am very proud of my ability to keep focused on things I have to do, like for example finishing a commission in one go without feeling that bad brain vibes that I usually get when I force myself to work. More energy, hell, even less pain, even though sleeping last night sucked because of back pain.
Of course I am dealing with some mild anemia because of a haywire period and I'm going to have to deal with more med shortage for a couple of days to save money (picking up rent money, grocery shopping and meds all at once) on the 10th, but it shouldnt be too horrible I'm hoping.
Anyway, I just need $100 more have my rent assured for me,. I'm going to try to work on my queue before I make even more YCH's and fill it up even more. o_o so please consider helping out if you can!
Donation Links
Paypal: http://paypal.me/yaoimeowmaster
Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/nyvivianv
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nyvivianv
& it will only get better, you just wait.
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