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5 years ago
Greetings, to whoever decided to read this huge, and possibly boring update and blog. I’ve some pinned points I’d like to quickly talk about:
1)Latest updates: I think it haven’t gone unnoticed that a lot of my latest artworks aren’t fully shaded. It’s not that I don’t want to, just… It takes a lot of time, which is something I barely have nowadays. When I do get time, I usually try to sketch or color stuff for my closest buds. Also, I don’t feel really “Sure” about shading anymore. I feel my stuff to be really, really mediocre, bad, and I’m not comparing myself to anyone. I just feel like that. So, I’ve recently started… ( I’ll call it College, but, in Italian it’s different ), to be precise, an art class based course. I’m really trying my best to improve, I just hope like, you won’t mind if I’ll do some experiments every now and then.
2)Interactions with people: Another thing I think it’s pretty obvious is how I act/talk with people nowadays. In the past, I was used to reply to all comments, PM, ecc ecc. Many stuff happened with people on this site, and on other sites… look. I’m not saying I’m wrong, or that I should have acted differently, but I’m sorry if anything I did made someone unhappy. You’re free to send me a PM and to talk with me if that’s the case, but a mature conversation, thanks. My starting goal on the internet was to be friendly with everyone, truly, but, it’s been demonstrated, that is impossible. 2019 was probably the roughest year I had, and if it wasn’t for some people, I wouldn’t be here drawing anymore. Atleast, posting. But yeah. I wanted to point out that if nowadays, I don’t reply to a PM/comment, it’s mostly because I don’t know WHAT to reply, not because I hate you or I have problems with you. Or simply the comment is just a single word and in that case, thanks, but, don’t waste your precious 2 seconds to write it.
3)Commissions…?: Since last year, I stopped taking commissions publicly, as my self-esteem dropped Drastically. I just took some commissions there and there for dear friends. And for dearest friends, I always refused to make them pay, rather I preferred to trade, since I’m very fond of that. Tho, with the time, I’ve been asking when I could re-open my comm to the public again. I’ve been asked again, and again… so, huh. Yeah, I’m not sure. How many would be interested in that? I already know a few, but, well, I’m not gonna make a blog if there’s just a bunch, heh. I can always use discord.
4)Art-related interactions: with the time going, I created a lot of OC’s, and stuff. Do I regret it? No. I kinda… stopped making art of stuff or characters outside them, because… I mean, it’s fun, but I prefer to draw my characters/ my friends’s characters? Tho, huh. I was thinking at having more art stuff interacting with people, maybe like, some polls like I did in the past, or a interactive story with choices? Again, I dunno, but I’m open to suggestions.
I know writing isn’t exactly what I do ( so this blog will surely have some typos ), but, I’m trying hard to learn better on that, too! I just want to avoid comments like: “I hope you’ll get better soon!”. I’m fine, really. Time moves on, and so did I. So please, just limit yourself to reply to the pinned topic.
To end this SUPER long blog, I want to thank all of those who’ll eventually read it all.
1)Latest updates: I think it haven’t gone unnoticed that a lot of my latest artworks aren’t fully shaded. It’s not that I don’t want to, just… It takes a lot of time, which is something I barely have nowadays. When I do get time, I usually try to sketch or color stuff for my closest buds. Also, I don’t feel really “Sure” about shading anymore. I feel my stuff to be really, really mediocre, bad, and I’m not comparing myself to anyone. I just feel like that. So, I’ve recently started… ( I’ll call it College, but, in Italian it’s different ), to be precise, an art class based course. I’m really trying my best to improve, I just hope like, you won’t mind if I’ll do some experiments every now and then.
2)Interactions with people: Another thing I think it’s pretty obvious is how I act/talk with people nowadays. In the past, I was used to reply to all comments, PM, ecc ecc. Many stuff happened with people on this site, and on other sites… look. I’m not saying I’m wrong, or that I should have acted differently, but I’m sorry if anything I did made someone unhappy. You’re free to send me a PM and to talk with me if that’s the case, but a mature conversation, thanks. My starting goal on the internet was to be friendly with everyone, truly, but, it’s been demonstrated, that is impossible. 2019 was probably the roughest year I had, and if it wasn’t for some people, I wouldn’t be here drawing anymore. Atleast, posting. But yeah. I wanted to point out that if nowadays, I don’t reply to a PM/comment, it’s mostly because I don’t know WHAT to reply, not because I hate you or I have problems with you. Or simply the comment is just a single word and in that case, thanks, but, don’t waste your precious 2 seconds to write it.
3)Commissions…?: Since last year, I stopped taking commissions publicly, as my self-esteem dropped Drastically. I just took some commissions there and there for dear friends. And for dearest friends, I always refused to make them pay, rather I preferred to trade, since I’m very fond of that. Tho, with the time, I’ve been asking when I could re-open my comm to the public again. I’ve been asked again, and again… so, huh. Yeah, I’m not sure. How many would be interested in that? I already know a few, but, well, I’m not gonna make a blog if there’s just a bunch, heh. I can always use discord.
4)Art-related interactions: with the time going, I created a lot of OC’s, and stuff. Do I regret it? No. I kinda… stopped making art of stuff or characters outside them, because… I mean, it’s fun, but I prefer to draw my characters/ my friends’s characters? Tho, huh. I was thinking at having more art stuff interacting with people, maybe like, some polls like I did in the past, or a interactive story with choices? Again, I dunno, but I’m open to suggestions.
I know writing isn’t exactly what I do ( so this blog will surely have some typos ), but, I’m trying hard to learn better on that, too! I just want to avoid comments like: “I hope you’ll get better soon!”. I’m fine, really. Time moves on, and so did I. So please, just limit yourself to reply to the pinned topic.
To end this SUPER long blog, I want to thank all of those who’ll eventually read it all.
Io purtroppo, come probabilmente ti avevo gia accenato, sono sempre stato poco sociale con altri. Spesso mi capita di rimuovere persone con la quale non riesco a interagire bene.
Non è stato un atto di odio od altro.. Ma quando ho visto che non avevamo molto di qui parlare, ho deciso di lasciarti in pace ed invece seguire il tuo profilo senza disturbarti.
Spero che potrai perdonare la mia stupidita ed immaturita.
Se mai volessi, io sono disponibile ad aggiungerti di nuovo (O a parlarti via note).
Non importa dude, se non ti andava di parlare, non era necessario chiedermi la chat. L'unica, huh, è che questo messaggio non c'entra assolutamente niente con ciò che ho scritto sopra.
Quindi, huh, avrei preferito una Note. Anyway, no, cioè, se hai eliminato la mia chat, perchè riaggungerti, lol