So out of it right now... Feel so lost...

I got the phone call early this morning. My parents are in florida right now on vacation for the month. They were at a bar last night with some friends watching the race. Well from what my dad told me as our conversation was very brief....she had a heart attack last night. She is in the hospital recovering and they put a couple stints in last night. So she is doing better I think. But by the sounds of it my mom and dad are heading back either tomorrow when she gets out or in a couple days. Its a two plus day drive from florida back home.

I was texting back and forth with her last night as had a few things that happened here that I thought she would want to know about. Bills, drama, etc. Now I feel horrible that I may have added to that and may have even caused what happened in some odd way. Being overly empathetic as I am I'm super down and have chest pains all my own (hoping its heart burn as no insurance here). Could also be from when I fell down the basement stairs the other day as have been hurting from that for a couple days now. So to say its a bad day today is an understatement for me. So may retreat for a while from here and the net in general as I have lots to think about.

HUGS yall and wishing yall the best.