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i kinda have to get this outta my chest.
6 years ago
for like 9 months my mom was laid off from her job. ever since then she has had real bad luck at getting a job that bills are starting to take a toll on her. i cant go through a conversation to cheer her up without her saying "what i need is a job." she is stuck with that and it sort of pisses me off she refuses to be happy.
i havent landed a job for YEARS either which is why i put my all into drawing. her monthly bills top over $500. guess who never is able to keep almost all of the money he makes. that is me. this is why i havent accepted gift card payments for a long while. those are useless. so whenever i put up commissions that is me screaming for help. every time. i just never said the reason before so i dont look too needy. but now things are just getting worse every month and i cant bear to see her getting sick. she literally gets sick with the stress.
this was also the reason i even made those growth drives to get more money easily but as you all saw i am simply a nobody unable to even get enough donations.
i cant go away from this home because of all this and several other problems i cant mention here. i dunno if saying all this will make a difference but i needed to say it anyway. screw this stupid economy where job experience is impossible to get for free. luck shouldnt be here.
so yeah. i wont show these complaints every time i open commissions..................but at least try thinking back on what i said here and give me any kind of support.
thank you for reading all this from a guy on a slow drive into a pit of financial ruin.
i havent landed a job for YEARS either which is why i put my all into drawing. her monthly bills top over $500. guess who never is able to keep almost all of the money he makes. that is me. this is why i havent accepted gift card payments for a long while. those are useless. so whenever i put up commissions that is me screaming for help. every time. i just never said the reason before so i dont look too needy. but now things are just getting worse every month and i cant bear to see her getting sick. she literally gets sick with the stress.
this was also the reason i even made those growth drives to get more money easily but as you all saw i am simply a nobody unable to even get enough donations.
i cant go away from this home because of all this and several other problems i cant mention here. i dunno if saying all this will make a difference but i needed to say it anyway. screw this stupid economy where job experience is impossible to get for free. luck shouldnt be here.
so yeah. i wont show these complaints every time i open commissions..................but at least try thinking back on what i said here and give me any kind of support.
thank you for reading all this from a guy on a slow drive into a pit of financial ruin.
Not trying to be an asshole, and sorry if I come across that way. I understand, getting a job is nigh-fuckin'-impossible, they're like "Oh, we're not actually hiring, we're downsizing, and we just have to do this because laws about unlawful downsizing, we were never actually going to hire anyone, and then we're going to fire more people and do the same thing all over again because fuck human labor, machine labor is way fucking cheaper." Job market is fucked.
I'd commission you, but I'm poor and jobless myself.
besides it is not like i dont want to earn enough to pay taxes..............but i dont ACTUALLY earn enough to even report to the IRS. that isnt a problem in this.
i wont tell her to suck it up dude. her body is frail. if she gets stressed she gets sick and THEN that means paying expensive medicine AND doctor appointments. we all are in a very hard spot.