You ever stop to ask yourself that when you realize that you're doing things that are less important than what you should be doing but can't be arsed to do it?

I'm having that pretty big right now. I'd say "Send Help" but unfortunately I don't think that anything that gets launched at me is going to help. lol. On the one hand I'm happy to be creating again even if half the time I hate the end result, on the other.....none of this is what I'm supposed to be doing and its making me mad at myself more than it really should be even though the side effect is that I can potentially use what skills I learned through it for later. Although I should really sit my ass down and finish that tree despite how much I'm still hating the thing. Its enough for me to go "Man, fuck juniper trees!" even though I'm the big dumbass that picked it because it would fit the chosen location.


Yeah, there's gonna be an explosion of rare digital work popping up shortly.