Another Update on my Cancer
6 years ago
General
Well tomorrow I go in to do all the tests they want me to do before doing the STEM Cell Transplant. Its going to be a long day as I have to be there by 8am in the morning and my last appointment/test is like at 2 or 3pm. So going to be a very long day. Then after that on the 6th of March I go in to get another port put into the right side of my chest for them to do the STEM Cell procedure. Then not very long after that is the 21-28 days being emitted into the hospital for the main heavy chemo.
Far as finances go I should be mostly ok, though it be strickly holding it only for bills since the recovery after the main thing can be anywhere from 6 months to a year. Which by my calculations I have enough cash to pay the bills for the year and thats it. Not really any extra for food. So again if you like to donate that be greatly appreciated, but you don't have to, so here is the GoFundMe link if you want to:
gf.me/u/w74q8j
Far as finances go I should be mostly ok, though it be strickly holding it only for bills since the recovery after the main thing can be anywhere from 6 months to a year. Which by my calculations I have enough cash to pay the bills for the year and thats it. Not really any extra for food. So again if you like to donate that be greatly appreciated, but you don't have to, so here is the GoFundMe link if you want to:
gf.me/u/w74q8j
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Fingers crossed
(I know I'm not the best speaker but I had to write sth :( )
It ain't much but it's honest work
Thank you for the update, though I just wish it were happier news.
To be honest it sounds absolutely Horrifying to me.... *Nuzzles and Purrs softly*
*Nuzzles and purrs against as I give a few kisses.*
*Blushes while purring softly*
*Chuckles lightly and nuzzles as you purr.*
*Softly Snuggles the Sweet Derg*
It is....my mind is so quiet now and clear. Do you know what is like constantly contemplating your own death? Every waking moment you think how useless you are and how meaningless your life is?
This "new" me is still taking some adjustments but at least my mind is free from all the anger and self hatred.