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6 years ago
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After my mother's visit, things have really slowed down on my end and things have just been steadily getting worse.
The taxi/ride share service, the ONLY public transportation in my town closed at the beginning of the year. The grocery store I frequent closed today. My electric bill is $96, which is extremely odd since I don't even have my apartment heater on, just a space heater with a self regulating temp, but know my utility center, it's not going to be fixed or explained properly. I'm trying to save money for a few large event happening this year and it's going terribly. Oh, and my rent is going up in May once I renew my lease. I can't even think about moving since I have no transportation and proper savings to actually get a new place and move.
On top of all of that, I'm having a major art slump. I am barely able to draw, sketch, or even set up stream without struggling. I've been forcing myself to draw because I NEED the money, but it's so damn hard right now.
I know things will eventually get better, but damn...
Anyways, rant over. Have some awesome Promare music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzSBaYubCqE
The taxi/ride share service, the ONLY public transportation in my town closed at the beginning of the year. The grocery store I frequent closed today. My electric bill is $96, which is extremely odd since I don't even have my apartment heater on, just a space heater with a self regulating temp, but know my utility center, it's not going to be fixed or explained properly. I'm trying to save money for a few large event happening this year and it's going terribly. Oh, and my rent is going up in May once I renew my lease. I can't even think about moving since I have no transportation and proper savings to actually get a new place and move.
On top of all of that, I'm having a major art slump. I am barely able to draw, sketch, or even set up stream without struggling. I've been forcing myself to draw because I NEED the money, but it's so damn hard right now.
I know things will eventually get better, but damn...
Anyways, rant over. Have some awesome Promare music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzSBaYubCqE
The_plazma_player
~theplazmaplayer
That all sounds like a load of things dumped on top of you at once, I can't imagine how much stress you're going through right now, even to write this must've taken a lot of effort and get all the words down. I hope that things will get better sooner rather than later, you need the break.
HoneyTongue
~honeytongue
OP
Sadly I can’t afford a break, but it really means a lot to me that you too the time to respond. Like a lot. I usually don’t go off and rant about my life in such detail but I’m just struggling, haha.
The_plazma_player
~theplazmaplayer
It's fine honestly, we all sometimes need someone to read and see how we're doing. To know there's someone out there reading. I just hope things get better soon. Hopefully you'll be able to afford a break soon enough.
