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I hate my fucking life I need help.
6 years ago
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Im so upset right now I can barely form a sentence.
My dog Timber has a history of seziures and is medicated for epilipesy.
Last night he had 4 in a row and was totally over-heating and essentially dying. We rushed him to the 24 hour animal hospital where they stabilized him, we got some additional medication and went home, they said if he had another we need to bring him back in for a 24 hour overnight stay which they estimated to be about $1500 - $2000. We already paid $240ish last night for his emergency visit. He just had another seizure this morning so we have to bring him back. I'd give every dime I had for this dog but I dont have two fucking dimes to rub together right now.
IM SO OVERWHELMED.
Its another expense I need to put on a credit card
I have to pay $4500 in taxes in April.
I JUST paid in February alone about $4000 (ON TOP OF OUR TYPICAL BILLS) on Nicks Visa payment, my car insurance (we pay every 6 months), new winter tires for the Jeep, and Nicks medical he needs for immigration. I you dont believe me I have receipts for EVERYTHING if for some reason someone thinks I'd do this sort of thing for sympathy or help. I'm just so in over my head and I dont know what to do. I love this dog so much and I just want him to be okay. I hate this. I hate that hes sick, I hate that I can never get ahead no matter what, there is ALWAYS something else. I cant do this anymore. I'm so depressed and tired and I can't keep up.
I dont really ask for help, but I need help right now, im on a sinking ship. I have about 11 orders right now, if you want to order something please note me, but please understand and expect a wait as my to do list is quite large. If you'd like to donate, I'd appreciate it so much as I'm at a total and complete loss....
I'll be posting reciets for Timbers medical care once we get them, as we will probably be paying when we pick him up tomorrow. .-.
Heres his over-view from last night. I didnt include the first page as it included a lot of personal information and I dont have time to make any edits right now. https://i.imgur.com/6ctxbLF.png the cost from his visit last night https://i.imgur.com/ofnWTcP.jpg but we are bringing him back for an overnight stay and I'll give you the reciept for that when we get it. .-.
My paypal is https://www.paypal.me/aimi/usd or blairautumnphade[at]live.co.uk
.-. I know this is super tacky and I hate doing this so much but I honestly dont have any other choice.
I'll give you all more details about how hes doing once I receive them from vet and Ill give you a more accurate price on the cost once I also receive it myself. ... we only have estimates right now.
Im exhuasted. I didnt sleep. My husbands job wouldn't let him take the day off so I'm doing this all alone and on a verge of a mental breakdown.
I'm really sorry about all this guys, I'm sorry I'm such a mess and I can't take control of my life. I'm sorry I have to keep taking days off work and I havn't been around as much as I use to be....
My dog Timber has a history of seziures and is medicated for epilipesy.
Last night he had 4 in a row and was totally over-heating and essentially dying. We rushed him to the 24 hour animal hospital where they stabilized him, we got some additional medication and went home, they said if he had another we need to bring him back in for a 24 hour overnight stay which they estimated to be about $1500 - $2000. We already paid $240ish last night for his emergency visit. He just had another seizure this morning so we have to bring him back. I'd give every dime I had for this dog but I dont have two fucking dimes to rub together right now.
IM SO OVERWHELMED.
Its another expense I need to put on a credit card
I have to pay $4500 in taxes in April.
I JUST paid in February alone about $4000 (ON TOP OF OUR TYPICAL BILLS) on Nicks Visa payment, my car insurance (we pay every 6 months), new winter tires for the Jeep, and Nicks medical he needs for immigration. I you dont believe me I have receipts for EVERYTHING if for some reason someone thinks I'd do this sort of thing for sympathy or help. I'm just so in over my head and I dont know what to do. I love this dog so much and I just want him to be okay. I hate this. I hate that hes sick, I hate that I can never get ahead no matter what, there is ALWAYS something else. I cant do this anymore. I'm so depressed and tired and I can't keep up.
I dont really ask for help, but I need help right now, im on a sinking ship. I have about 11 orders right now, if you want to order something please note me, but please understand and expect a wait as my to do list is quite large. If you'd like to donate, I'd appreciate it so much as I'm at a total and complete loss....
I'll be posting reciets for Timbers medical care once we get them, as we will probably be paying when we pick him up tomorrow. .-.
Heres his over-view from last night. I didnt include the first page as it included a lot of personal information and I dont have time to make any edits right now. https://i.imgur.com/6ctxbLF.png the cost from his visit last night https://i.imgur.com/ofnWTcP.jpg but we are bringing him back for an overnight stay and I'll give you the reciept for that when we get it. .-.
My paypal is https://www.paypal.me/aimi/usd or blairautumnphade[at]live.co.uk
.-. I know this is super tacky and I hate doing this so much but I honestly dont have any other choice.
I'll give you all more details about how hes doing once I receive them from vet and Ill give you a more accurate price on the cost once I also receive it myself. ... we only have estimates right now.
Im exhuasted. I didnt sleep. My husbands job wouldn't let him take the day off so I'm doing this all alone and on a verge of a mental breakdown.
I'm really sorry about all this guys, I'm sorry I'm such a mess and I can't take control of my life. I'm sorry I have to keep taking days off work and I havn't been around as much as I use to be....
May I suggest a GoFundMe for timbers medical? If you post information about the history, cost, and include a breakdown of all that, I bet you'd get help there, too! I had a friend who did this for their dogs surgery, and it was a huge help to her. Worth considering. I think GoFundMe takes a tiny cut, but the vast majority goes to you. Then you could link it here, and across other social media as well.
I had a dog with epilepsy growing up as well, and it's hard. It's expensive, stressful, and not ideal. Don't feel bad about being stressed and frustrated, that's natural. Timber is lucky to have you.
If I come up with extra and can help you, I will. I wish you the absolute best of luck.
Is there any friends or family friends where live, to they could come help out with dog, or just come over to help on small things like laundry ect and you could just sleep.
and oh how i know feeling that, jsut when you think things are like settled up, you get ANOTHER expense to deal with x_x
As for friends and family unfortunately not really, because they all work normal shifts. Timber isn't with me right now anyways as hes at a 24 hour seizure watch at the animal hospital. I'll keep you all posted on how hes doing
I also suggest a gofundme for that!
I am so sorry to hear that life has hit you again with yet another very expansive thing. x.x
When you were reaching out to us and I wanted to help you I really thought that did something but now I feel like it was not enough... You are suchh a sweet and kind person... Which is why I am asking myself why always the cute and sweetness get in such arsh situations... You do not deserve all this... And i am so sorry for your dog. I really do hope that he will get better very soon and that they are able to help him in the hospital.
Say... Have you tried opening a crowdfunding yet? As you reached out to us in the past so i do believe that there are people out there that would not mind giving you money. Even out of FA. And if you do need help with hat i am sure there is somebody that would love to assist you in setting up such a crowdfunding thingy or even manage it for you.
I just wantall that pain and suffering for you to end... You do deserve much much better and I would love to think about seeing you smiling again.
*Hugs you tightly*
But for now I think you should try and calm down, as well as relax a little to get your mind off of things and maybe do something you enjoy. I think we all would understand that, Ms. Aimi-Senpai
I wish you the best, I'm sorry that these things happened, but I have hope things will look up
Take care
I’m definitely wishing Timber all the best and hope he pulls through.