its been a while since i been on here been at that point of just work work work , but now the days all just run together i love my jobs but it hasnt been the same today marks a full month since the day it happened and nomatter how many hours i rack up the joy of the job is gone the joys of coming home seem hollow and lost. it doesn't even feel like it has been a month somehow it feels like its been one long never ending day all i seem to do is just to go along with the daily flow of things but i feel hollow, odly i can still smile when its needed when i visit the folks . the one thing that has been a help to bring a real smile out is the kiddos have visited every week they have been a huge help through the whole process but still they cant see how hard this all really hit me cause i gotta be strong for them. finally got the new mastercylinder for Ol Betty so il be able to have the ol girl race ready by mid spring. i know she always had fun when i raced the trucks with her in the passenger seat. never ending list of project to try keep my mind busy which has had very little sucess