I don't really know how to say this, but...
5 years ago
Thank You.
All of You
If it wasn't for people checking out my work in small or large amounts, I probably would have given it up as a writer. It's a thought that haunts me every day to even consider quitting at something I'm so good at. You give me the fire to do more and improve my skills, and I thought about how to make it up to you. I've decided to look over/rewrite some old pieces and remove errors and typos. I've also started sketching (I'm terrible, but I'm improving slowly...) I just wanted to know if there was anything that you wanted from me. I do accept trades for ref-sheets/single pieces, as well as commissions (my prices still vary. If you think you can help me determine the value of my work, don't be afraid to speak up!).
Now for the 'ech' news... It might not be hard to notice that my mental isn't exactly 'normal', and a lot of things can cause me to disappear for a day or three. I'm on Disability bailout (or whatever it's called), but it's nowhere near enough to support myself. I live with my parents, and they cover most expenses, but I've always craved a more quiet solace away from others. Housing is expensive everywhere, especially Boise, ID, and I don't think I'll ever get the proper work environment. I am seeking employment, but don't travel by car or bus well... If anyone has an online position for gaming or D&D, my world building skills are talented and I would love to create worlds that give a lively aura. Please message me, if you have a position or know anyone that can provide this. I'll even learn 3D modelling, but I can't do code. I used to, but have lost all ability to understand this mysterious 'language'. The gaming industry is falling apart, and it's because of a constant lack of drive, and I want to change that. I want to create worlds that cease to be fake in the beholders eyes, and characters that provide a realistic, yet fantastical understanding of emotion and instinct. I know at first glance, it looks like I only know how to write smut, but I'm capable of so much more! I really wanted to make games, but it's such a rare position and I feel like that dream is hopeless at this point. It's a long shot, but I'm searching for a light in the dark, here! I'll even just write script, I'm sick of being told to 'get a real job' and 'stop writing for minimum wage', and I want people to see that I can push myself to the limit!
On another note. If anyone wants to donate to my Paypal (Patreon isn't set up yet...) please let me know. I don't want to post the link for nothing, but I'll likely be posting it when I rewrite the introduction page. I know that asking for money can seem petty, and that I'm in a better situation than most, but I don't know how long this is going to last, and that frightens me enough to ask for financial support. You'll likely be rewarded for your efforts, so it's not really like a donation...
I'm also working on getting into streaming. I wanted to know if any of you would be interested in Mixer or Twitch? The two have their ups and downs and I was wondering which I should go with. I'm not the most active on Youtube, but there's a chance that I'll be motivated enough to give that another go.
If you do commission or trade with me, I must ask that you are patient (which is ironic because I'm the most impatient person I know...), due to an issue that I have with drive. I can't write when in certain states, because the work will be shoddy and that would mean that I let the client down. I do everything in my power to make sure that the work is top notch, and to the customer's liking. I also prefer to keep in touch with the client over notes or Discord (Discord is preferred). Who knows, we may even form a friendship!
From what was mentioned above... Am I going to stop writing smut?
No, it's way too much fun. I enjoy the boundless freedom that comes with writing stories of the erotic variety, and can't stand being 'family friendly'. I write dick jerking garbage, but what I don't tolerate is... Short, light, error-filled, dumpster fires. I can understand if you're new to writing, that's okay. I just don't want to see the same mistakes repeated several years in, because that's just disgusting, and I fantasize about gross shit, so that's a lot coming from me...
Probably about time to wrap this up, so...
I'm going to keep at it, and you can request stuff whenever. I'll even RP if you're skilled enough...
All of You
If it wasn't for people checking out my work in small or large amounts, I probably would have given it up as a writer. It's a thought that haunts me every day to even consider quitting at something I'm so good at. You give me the fire to do more and improve my skills, and I thought about how to make it up to you. I've decided to look over/rewrite some old pieces and remove errors and typos. I've also started sketching (I'm terrible, but I'm improving slowly...) I just wanted to know if there was anything that you wanted from me. I do accept trades for ref-sheets/single pieces, as well as commissions (my prices still vary. If you think you can help me determine the value of my work, don't be afraid to speak up!).
Now for the 'ech' news... It might not be hard to notice that my mental isn't exactly 'normal', and a lot of things can cause me to disappear for a day or three. I'm on Disability bailout (or whatever it's called), but it's nowhere near enough to support myself. I live with my parents, and they cover most expenses, but I've always craved a more quiet solace away from others. Housing is expensive everywhere, especially Boise, ID, and I don't think I'll ever get the proper work environment. I am seeking employment, but don't travel by car or bus well... If anyone has an online position for gaming or D&D, my world building skills are talented and I would love to create worlds that give a lively aura. Please message me, if you have a position or know anyone that can provide this. I'll even learn 3D modelling, but I can't do code. I used to, but have lost all ability to understand this mysterious 'language'. The gaming industry is falling apart, and it's because of a constant lack of drive, and I want to change that. I want to create worlds that cease to be fake in the beholders eyes, and characters that provide a realistic, yet fantastical understanding of emotion and instinct. I know at first glance, it looks like I only know how to write smut, but I'm capable of so much more! I really wanted to make games, but it's such a rare position and I feel like that dream is hopeless at this point. It's a long shot, but I'm searching for a light in the dark, here! I'll even just write script, I'm sick of being told to 'get a real job' and 'stop writing for minimum wage', and I want people to see that I can push myself to the limit!
On another note. If anyone wants to donate to my Paypal (Patreon isn't set up yet...) please let me know. I don't want to post the link for nothing, but I'll likely be posting it when I rewrite the introduction page. I know that asking for money can seem petty, and that I'm in a better situation than most, but I don't know how long this is going to last, and that frightens me enough to ask for financial support. You'll likely be rewarded for your efforts, so it's not really like a donation...
I'm also working on getting into streaming. I wanted to know if any of you would be interested in Mixer or Twitch? The two have their ups and downs and I was wondering which I should go with. I'm not the most active on Youtube, but there's a chance that I'll be motivated enough to give that another go.
If you do commission or trade with me, I must ask that you are patient (which is ironic because I'm the most impatient person I know...), due to an issue that I have with drive. I can't write when in certain states, because the work will be shoddy and that would mean that I let the client down. I do everything in my power to make sure that the work is top notch, and to the customer's liking. I also prefer to keep in touch with the client over notes or Discord (Discord is preferred). Who knows, we may even form a friendship!
From what was mentioned above... Am I going to stop writing smut?
No, it's way too much fun. I enjoy the boundless freedom that comes with writing stories of the erotic variety, and can't stand being 'family friendly'. I write dick jerking garbage, but what I don't tolerate is... Short, light, error-filled, dumpster fires. I can understand if you're new to writing, that's okay. I just don't want to see the same mistakes repeated several years in, because that's just disgusting, and I fantasize about gross shit, so that's a lot coming from me...
Probably about time to wrap this up, so...
I'm going to keep at it, and you can request stuff whenever. I'll even RP if you're skilled enough...