Aaaaaaaa about inactivity
5 years ago
Hi there guys,
Sorry for a little inactivity, but I think I'm mentally terrified and scared of COVid situation, especially In our poor country, where medicine sucks, we don't even have a lot of respirators (u know, that medical stuff which help u breathing when u can't), and actually some days ago our awesome president and country government decided to gave 530 million dollars on stupid TV with their propaganda on it <3333
I mean, I'm pretty scared that here, in Poland, situation with coronavirus will be absolutely terrible and people may get infected so quickly. I saw a short live-video, how infected people in my country actually wait for help in hospital, and nobody take care of them for long, long hours. They just sit in the hospital waiting room and nobody fucking care about them. And I know, that this is how my lovely country looks like, its not a fake xD I was pretty scared after watching this video tho, From today, I'm gonna stay home without going out even with a dog.
Well, I'm healthy for sure, not infected, but I see that I feel so scared that I can't work on art as always ATM xd Hope u understand. Now I should feel much safe, when I'll stay at home for a long time and just get this mental comfort.
Also my bf got his heart kinda weak and resistant down; if he got covid infection, Im really scared that it might not finish good. So Im worried about him too.
I promise that I'm gonna take my scared ass and start working more soon. ! :)
Please be patient, You're all the best <333
Sorry for a little inactivity, but I think I'm mentally terrified and scared of COVid situation, especially In our poor country, where medicine sucks, we don't even have a lot of respirators (u know, that medical stuff which help u breathing when u can't), and actually some days ago our awesome president and country government decided to gave 530 million dollars on stupid TV with their propaganda on it <3333
I mean, I'm pretty scared that here, in Poland, situation with coronavirus will be absolutely terrible and people may get infected so quickly. I saw a short live-video, how infected people in my country actually wait for help in hospital, and nobody take care of them for long, long hours. They just sit in the hospital waiting room and nobody fucking care about them. And I know, that this is how my lovely country looks like, its not a fake xD I was pretty scared after watching this video tho, From today, I'm gonna stay home without going out even with a dog.
Well, I'm healthy for sure, not infected, but I see that I feel so scared that I can't work on art as always ATM xd Hope u understand. Now I should feel much safe, when I'll stay at home for a long time and just get this mental comfort.
Also my bf got his heart kinda weak and resistant down; if he got covid infection, Im really scared that it might not finish good. So Im worried about him too.
I promise that I'm gonna take my scared ass and start working more soon. ! :)
Please be patient, You're all the best <333
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Actually I feel much better, slowly back to the work and calm down;
Thanks! ~