I can not belive myself but i finally did it! I uploaded my first character ever. So there is no way back already. I don't know WHY it took me so long but i probably guess. I guess that i was shy to share my first Oc as i am affraid of becoming the part of community more than i think or want.
But i feel such a relief on my soul that i cannot describe with simple words.
And to think about this event it is only the beginning...