Still Feels Kinda Weird...
5 years ago
Still feels a little weird being back here XD Over the last week, I'm remembering and recognizing names again...wow, you know it's been forever (and that you're getting old) when you look at artists' names and trying to remember...and then having to go to their gallery to remind you of their art, and then it all comes back XD
Not much going on with me at the moment.
Although, I *am* pre-reged for Anthrocon this year, and for the first time since I first attended AC in 2001, I'm going as an attendee, and not selling. I was there last year, in the Artist Alley, and I didn't do so well in sales. People go to a furry con to buy furry stuff, not cute crocheted stuff >.> The Imposter Syndrome was really strong for me during those days. Even in the last number of years when I used to attend AC in the 2000s and early 2010s, I didn't so well financially there. And that also, I believe, helped contribute to my depression, anxiety, self-worth as both a person and an artist.
So...I'll try going as an attendee, see if I can have some fun, maybe buy stuff/get commissions from artists, attend panels...not sure what else, but it's a big con, I'm sure there's something for everyone :)
Not much going on with me at the moment.
Although, I *am* pre-reged for Anthrocon this year, and for the first time since I first attended AC in 2001, I'm going as an attendee, and not selling. I was there last year, in the Artist Alley, and I didn't do so well in sales. People go to a furry con to buy furry stuff, not cute crocheted stuff >.> The Imposter Syndrome was really strong for me during those days. Even in the last number of years when I used to attend AC in the 2000s and early 2010s, I didn't so well financially there. And that also, I believe, helped contribute to my depression, anxiety, self-worth as both a person and an artist.
So...I'll try going as an attendee, see if I can have some fun, maybe buy stuff/get commissions from artists, attend panels...not sure what else, but it's a big con, I'm sure there's something for everyone :)
Careful that AC isn't cancelled due to the health crisis.
Ii still haven't been that much active here...in fact, this is the first time I've checked in....wow, a little while, anyways XD