well my mental health has gotten so much more worse and im so goddamn miserable due to something else that happened that i dont feel like talking about. i’ve tried so hard to get through it, and i promised people that i would, but i now know there’s no getting better for me, im never gonna pull through, this is how im gonna be. i tried, but im never gonna get through this, my life is just going downhill and its just gonna keep going down hill...