gosh, felt like i needed an update, it's been a few months huh?

so like, some realness, i am absolutely struggling with art while dealing with HRT!
but I'm still in a nice "i don't hate myself as much anymore"
i actually smile when i look in the mirror now :>
i have not done that in YEARS!

I've met some really cool queer people locally and was seeing a lovely someone for the first time in 9 years!
then they moved for work (I MISS THEM SO MUCH ESPECIALLY NOW) , but i am still in contact with them and i cherish what time i had with them :>
I've opened up to dating again, as i've gotten over some of my issues with affection and relationships, it's great!

I've been working hard to fight my anxiety and depression via therapy and hard work, it feels like i've been making a little progress, which is good!
oh i did a book cover for a friend, i'll let y'all know when that's up and ready for purchase :>

i picked up guitar, i'm slowly learning it's fun! i ordered a fuzz peddle... buuuuuut the pandemic like, has our shipping closed so most of us are not getting mail on the island... yay...