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Feeling lonely, callous, aloof... *VENT*
5 years ago
Last few weeks have been taxing on my mind. Between boredom/dissatisfaction with my work, my recent breakup, and this whole situation going on in the world, I’ve been feeling lonely. I don’t even feel like playing video games, one of my favorite things to do. Talking with friends feels taxing in this state, even though I WANT to talk to someone.
I’m certain I’ll be starting a new job with the USPS soon, and I should feel happy and excited, yet I just feel deadpan.
I dunno, I feel unloved, easily replaced, and worthless right now. Probably another low that will pass in a few days, but these journals help me express what I’m feeling, and help me get reassurance that I’m not a waste of space, even if I don’t want to agree with what my friends are telling me.
I’m certain I’ll be starting a new job with the USPS soon, and I should feel happy and excited, yet I just feel deadpan.
I dunno, I feel unloved, easily replaced, and worthless right now. Probably another low that will pass in a few days, but these journals help me express what I’m feeling, and help me get reassurance that I’m not a waste of space, even if I don’t want to agree with what my friends are telling me.
We're all ion a slump right now and you're dealing with an added layer of personal loss on top of that. It's bound to take the color out of everything for a while but you'll come around. Just don't pressure yourself to get back to normal, because there's no such thing, and before you know it you'll be your usual self.