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Dealing with whats going on & updates ( Mar Apr edition )
5 years ago
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I know I'm fairly quiet here and all that but that's my own issue to overcome, and I will try. So where to begin in all of this... I won't sugar coat all of what I want to even if I feel there's warrant for it of that but neither am I going to dwell on all this.
Well like most of the world, its been hard right now, doom gloom uncertainty quarantine and cabin fever everywhere, I'm super thankful Canada has been "mostly" good in all this, it still sucks here, and it still doesn't change the fact I'm hurting in someways and feeling the sting of all this "crap" and how it has gone so far. Its been tough emotionally and mentally for so many reasons. I don't want to dwell or think back on the reasons but... seeing the world crumble ( for now ) and my industry getting killed off where I live, it's hard to not just lose it all. But physically I mean I'm ok I'm doing well and getting better but its not without the days where I just feel the need to cry. These last few weeks especially have been tough.
With things the way they are I still worry about the ones close to me, the waiting is what sucks the most. On top of that I wasn't able to make my trip down to see Danji, and with all of the social aspect gone both our birthdays ( they are close together ) were meh to a bust to rough... but it is improving and there are things to we can do later.
I just, I try to be strong but sometimes I can't hold it in and I want help and understanding... to let my words be heard to know I have support...
Anyway enough of that gloom, there are some good things coming along.
I've got a patreon mostly ready to be made public ( its launched but more "private" and a tip jar ATM ) but I do have a patreon
I'm going to be posting some more sketches, from a multitude of topics and such, and rough works here along with stuff that I can show from other projects, I mean might as well show where I'm going with things including my costume props and 3d work.
As well I'm making sure more of my backlog of art both old and new is up / posted here, at this point I can't be so afraid to show my old work... even if I find it cringy and bad its a part me and my development of skill plus some hasn't been seen like ever...
But the one major thing I want to do is make sure all the old HDR comics are up here as well. Sort of get the old comic and where it went posted so I can move it along and show where most of my characters came from as well as show off the other projects I have that are developing.
I'm getting excited thinking about what I can show off with them!
But I will close off with; as we take each day, remember that we are all still here, we can find support we can get strong we can.
I wish each and everyone well, and may support be everywhere in these times.
Well like most of the world, its been hard right now, doom gloom uncertainty quarantine and cabin fever everywhere, I'm super thankful Canada has been "mostly" good in all this, it still sucks here, and it still doesn't change the fact I'm hurting in someways and feeling the sting of all this "crap" and how it has gone so far. Its been tough emotionally and mentally for so many reasons. I don't want to dwell or think back on the reasons but... seeing the world crumble ( for now ) and my industry getting killed off where I live, it's hard to not just lose it all. But physically I mean I'm ok I'm doing well and getting better but its not without the days where I just feel the need to cry. These last few weeks especially have been tough.
With things the way they are I still worry about the ones close to me, the waiting is what sucks the most. On top of that I wasn't able to make my trip down to see Danji, and with all of the social aspect gone both our birthdays ( they are close together ) were meh to a bust to rough... but it is improving and there are things to we can do later.
I just, I try to be strong but sometimes I can't hold it in and I want help and understanding... to let my words be heard to know I have support...
Anyway enough of that gloom, there are some good things coming along.
I've got a patreon mostly ready to be made public ( its launched but more "private" and a tip jar ATM ) but I do have a patreon
I'm going to be posting some more sketches, from a multitude of topics and such, and rough works here along with stuff that I can show from other projects, I mean might as well show where I'm going with things including my costume props and 3d work.
As well I'm making sure more of my backlog of art both old and new is up / posted here, at this point I can't be so afraid to show my old work... even if I find it cringy and bad its a part me and my development of skill plus some hasn't been seen like ever...
But the one major thing I want to do is make sure all the old HDR comics are up here as well. Sort of get the old comic and where it went posted so I can move it along and show where most of my characters came from as well as show off the other projects I have that are developing.
I'm getting excited thinking about what I can show off with them!
But I will close off with; as we take each day, remember that we are all still here, we can find support we can get strong we can.
I wish each and everyone well, and may support be everywhere in these times.
