So good news first, I got a crap ton of artwork I plan on uploading since I've been gone for quite some time though me being me, a lot of it will be paw related or macro/micro related so I do apologize in advance and a few pieces aren't really kinks I'm into but was given to me as a gift by a particular friend who likes having a certain doberman nom on his characters for some reason heh. Also I haven't perished yet or contracted that Corvid19 bullshit that's gotten everywhere so I guess that's good news too?

The bad news. I seem to follow a vicious cycle of me trying to get online and converse with all the people I've met only to disappear shortly afterwards and be gone for a while. I found out late last year that I have a severe Anxiety Disorder which would explain my behavior and why I have trouble keeping in touch with people and depression definitely isn't helping either. Unfortunately I don't think my mental health is in a good enough situation to where I can readily talk to everyone so until I can actually get the professional help (and possibly medication) I was talking about getting about a year or so ago, I doubt I'll be up for rp'ing or really chatting much til then. I still have a pile of notes I need to dig through at some point when I can find the motivation to do so and apologize in person for the extremely late replies.

I do have some family issues that's stressing me out too but I'm not the type of person to just share all my problems out in the open nor I do not like burdening others with my troubles. In anycase I appreciate all the support and the influx of watchers I've gotten since my last journal entry. Well that's it for now, y'all take it easy and be safe.