General Update ; Delays, Health, Eh.
5 years ago
General
I don't generally do much health stuff journals, but since it is impacting my art, I thought it made sense to do it this time.
So, first ; no, i do not have covid-19.
Now that this is out of the way, however ;
- I am currently stuck with heart arrhythmia that is making a regular day almost impossible to pass. I am already on a list for a cardiologist, but due to the pandemic, the wait times are multiple weeks, so I am stuck dealing with it on my own meanwhile.
- Any stress, the like thing that make you hold up your breathe for 0.5 seconds and stuff like that, makes my whole heart rhythm trainwreck. I have quitted a lot of Discord servers, Roles ( Moderator, Admin, etc. ), etc. without warning, mostly due to that.
- My lungs are only 50% functional, on a permanent basis. Which means I get out of breathe doing nothing, even just drawing make me out of breathe. I got brand new inhalers for that.
- Those two conditions added up together makes it pretty much impossible for me to deal with a day ; arrhythmia causes short breathe, add to that 50% fictional lungs = me dizzy and having episodes of minimal responsiveness. It's really annoying.
No, I do not need "tricks" or "home-made remedies" or "wannabe-google-doctors" ; I went to the doctors, they gave me everything they currently could ( the main inhaler i was supposed to get is so much impossible to find at the moment they had to put me on something else. ).
So, yes, there may be a lot of delays in ;
- Art in general.
- Me reading your notes.
- Me responding to your notes.
- Me communicating/chitchat on any platform/apps.
- Etc.
If situation were to get worse ( I don't think it will, honestly, it's just stable-annoying ), my husband can go on my account and update you ( because you're all important like that to me ~ ).
But yeah, anyways, I just though it was important for once to give out some details on what's going on.
Also, I am much affected at the moment with a lot of things ; my uncle died of covid19, my best friend is in the hospital since a week, and i am so fucking tired of being locked up home ( i'm super introvert, but i like going shopping for plants and little things that keeps my mental health good, and i CAN'TTTT ;_; ).
I hope this journal will explain correctly why I have been quite inactive, that my comic pages are sometimes late, that I am not putting up new YCHs that much ( even thought i have tons of ideas ), etc.
That being said, I do not want pity or prayers or any sort of special attention about this.
It is only me being transparent and being honest with you all.
ON THAT NOTE.
Guys, I have pet rats again.
After 2 years without any due to personal issues, I am so happy.
I love my babies so much ;w;
You can see and follow all our animals on Instagram, just search Dandelion.Critters
They'll cheer you up in all of this craziness \o/
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As long as you're able to take care of yourself as much as you possible can <3