Alright, this is a long and personal journal so if you don’t wanna hear about my personal life, please don’t read. And please don’t create discourse on this post.

I’m a minor living in a very toxic situation. My mother is verbally and emotionally abusive, and I’m living in a horrible environment with her. Due to Covid I cannot get a job to provide my own personal income, and I refuse to let her know I’m making any money whatsoever. She insists on taking it, despite not earning it herself.

I’m a closeted trans guy, and cannot afford/safely purchase a binder or anything to help me pass. My mother is very transphobic and internally misogynistic, and would never accept me being trans. I don’t trust her with knowing.

In a few weeks, I’ll be setting up a GoFundMe as well as a PayPal to help get me out of this environment, as well as provide me with necessary resources for helping reduce my dysphoria. I’m literally on the brink of doing something I’ll regret. Any little bit will help.