ok i realized it has been a month since i've been on here, so sorry for dying for a good long time. mental health has just become a big problem for me, and being stuck in quarantine doesnt make it any better, stress has been getting to me, i try to hide my emotions from others and my friends, ive started to become mentally unstable, my parents who i still live with deny me getting any professional help that i need and just make things worse, and i feel with quarantine being extended to now a month or two, i feel its only gonna worse from here.

but im gonna try to get myself back on my feet and keep going forward, i owe a commission, i've got a lot to do, and everything is gonna get back up and running here