so i know i have been quiet lately...is cause i have been out west.
i went to California. the original planning for the trip was to attend my cousins wedding...ended up being a trip out for a funeral.
in fact the funeral that i have been dreading...living in fear of. the most amazing person i have ever known. my hero, my mentor, my inspiration and my rock.
so i may be back home...but i'm slow getting back to things.

yeah. im not okay...but i will be.

i have some amazing friends who have held me up, and showed me more love and support than i could ask for through the entire process...every step...and i appreciate and love them...thank you *hugs*