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I need a break
5 years ago
It's probably important, or not
Too much oof on posters and animations, gotta take a break for a day or two. I need to relieve some stress that caused by anxiety, jealousy, and envious (mostly from people's work, but still good). I will do Blender more than SFM this time around just to get used on Blender, but I won't abandon SFM completely.
I'm still gonna post artworks and animations with SFM and hopefully Blender as well. I might be showcasing the models I've done afterwards if I can, but not every models I've done.
Covid-19 is still spreading worldwide, stay at home.
End of journal
I might leave some words down here:
It seems that my scope of ideas are still relatively very small compare to everyone else, I think I need to widen the scope a little bit after I complete the specific goals ahead later on. General works are in need of more work, I still think that these are the one needed the most scope.
My skills at making posters and animations are balance, they can go bad or good at certain time.
New world will be different than old world.
There's still no way of me doing the texture the right way, or even try to model my own OC because the head structure and the body structure. All of this is just a new challenge with 'Very Hard' difficulty, if I managed to do all of this, that would be a miracle.
Ideas I had often got dumped due to other people's work (broken idea), so that I won't be trying to replicate the works again.
I even stopped watching people's stream just because I can't handle the anxiety I had every time, I don't want to make myself feel bad and worse.
But, I won't give up, there's a saying:
If people can do it, then you can do it too
Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!
(im actually crying when typing this..)
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I'm still gonna post artworks and animations with SFM and hopefully Blender as well. I might be showcasing the models I've done afterwards if I can, but not every models I've done.
Covid-19 is still spreading worldwide, stay at home.
End of journal
I might leave some words down here:
It seems that my scope of ideas are still relatively very small compare to everyone else, I think I need to widen the scope a little bit after I complete the specific goals ahead later on. General works are in need of more work, I still think that these are the one needed the most scope.
My skills at making posters and animations are balance, they can go bad or good at certain time.
New world will be different than old world.
There's still no way of me doing the texture the right way, or even try to model my own OC because the head structure and the body structure. All of this is just a new challenge with 'Very Hard' difficulty, if I managed to do all of this, that would be a miracle.
Ideas I had often got dumped due to other people's work (broken idea), so that I won't be trying to replicate the works again.
I even stopped watching people's stream just because I can't handle the anxiety I had every time, I don't want to make myself feel bad and worse.
But, I won't give up, there's a saying:
If people can do it, then you can do it too
Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!
(im actually crying when typing this..)
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