NOTICE: perhaps it's best if you ignore this. It's me creating unnecessary drama, but if you wish to know why I've disappeared, feel free to read on. I wasn't sure about posting this, but I felt that you would probably want to know what's going on. Or, maybe you don't, which is fine, as I don't deserve people's concern.

I wish to apologize to everyone for everything. I know I should be on here. I know I should have been a better friend. And I know, all too painfully, that everything I do is wrong. I'm not writing this to garner people's sympathy. I'm writing this because it is how I feel. I don't want people's sympathy. I don't deserve it. I don't want anyone upset over this, because I don't want to create drama for anyone. Perhaps it is best if you forget I ever existed, and, hence, I perhaps never should have made this. Still, I made it so that you would know why I'm never on and why I'm such a horrible person.

I could make excuses, but I won't. I simply am fucked-up, so to say. I don't know what to do about it anymore, or if I even deserve to be better. To be honest, I suppose part of me is doing this for the sympathy/pity part, but I truly feel like I don't deserve much of any. I am only a burden to this world and everyone upon it. I... I can't... I have no idea what to do about it anymore. I have simply elected to stop bothering people. Even if I start to feel better for some reason, it's only a matter of time before I screw up again and hurt others. I never wanted to hurt my friends, but I have. I've done everything I never should have. I can never be forgiven for anything I've done. I don't deserve forgiveness, or pity, or mercy.

Again, my sincere apologies. I wish all of you had never had the displeasure of meeting me. No-one deserves to be subjected to that.

Goodbye,
-M.

P.S. I sincerely hope this doesn't turn into a thing where I create unnecessary drama only to come back a week later okay or something. One of my best friends (or, former best friend, I guess) hates me for what I've done, and, even with all that's happened between us, he can't forgive me. So, hopefully, that will be enough impetus for me to stay offline forever. Again, goodbye, and my sincere apologies for everything. I know I'm a failure, trust me.