I am writing a general disclaimer/apology for my odd behavior over the last couple months,
I know that i have been acting more impulsive, and I know that it isn't the normal me.
As most people know, I have been trying to get treatment for depressive/manic ~ bipolar? disorder for a number of months now.
And I know that i am slowly but surely getting worse, not better while being made to wait.
I just don't want to drive away any more friends, without honestly admitting what is happening to me, and begging everyone to please take that into mind in dealing with me. Please feel free to, even honestly point out to me if/when you note me acting out/up.
I am hoping that you, my friends will aid me in this trying time instead of pulling away from me.
This is a new flaw of mine, that i never wanted, or wanted to let others see, though I just can't hide or handle it well enough on my own any more, so I have no choice but to admit to it openly.

I love you all, regardless of: creation, charisma, creed, color, or cut. You're all precious unique gems to me, I want you to know this above all else!