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Status Update, 05/17/2020
5 years ago
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ～『✧~*BOOP!*~✧』 It didn't really dawn on me today just how many people don't seem to care to socialize with me. I look at conversations with friends going back six-plus months and I'm the only one who's ever making an attempt to reach out. And yet on other platforms, like here for example, those same people have no problems socializing with others.
I would have thought that with my prolonged absence from the 'net that some of them might've thought to reach out and see how I was doing, since I'm often not in the best health and therefore more likely to fall victim to COVID-19. But no. And those that were eager for me to return? As soon as I was back they stopped making efforts to see how I was doing.
I'm not saying that this applies to everyone that I know, but it does apply to a majority of them. People that I've known going back years or more just going radio silent without explanation. I know that folks can be busy even in these trying times, but you would think that it would be possible for someone to find at least a moment to write back with something, wouldn't you?
I just don't get it.
The more I think about it, the more depressed it makes me.
P.S. I'm going to see the doctor tomorrow. I've been experiencing almost supernatural levels of fatigue the last couple of weeks. It's as though I've taken an overdose of something like benadryl; I can't stay awake for more than an hour or so at a time before I need to nap for just as long just to get some of my energy back.
I would have thought that with my prolonged absence from the 'net that some of them might've thought to reach out and see how I was doing, since I'm often not in the best health and therefore more likely to fall victim to COVID-19. But no. And those that were eager for me to return? As soon as I was back they stopped making efforts to see how I was doing.
I'm not saying that this applies to everyone that I know, but it does apply to a majority of them. People that I've known going back years or more just going radio silent without explanation. I know that folks can be busy even in these trying times, but you would think that it would be possible for someone to find at least a moment to write back with something, wouldn't you?
I just don't get it.
The more I think about it, the more depressed it makes me.
P.S. I'm going to see the doctor tomorrow. I've been experiencing almost supernatural levels of fatigue the last couple of weeks. It's as though I've taken an overdose of something like benadryl; I can't stay awake for more than an hour or so at a time before I need to nap for just as long just to get some of my energy back.
I know I'm pretty quiet over the past while, but I'm around. This whole everything lately in the world hasn't been good for anyone's mental health, I think. I know its been beans for mine. Ech. :C
Not so good news: My kidneys aren't as good as the last time my blood got tested, but that's probably because of some medication that I was taking, which as of today I'm no longer on.
Prognosis: The consensus is that I've been taking too much medication to control my blood sugar and that it's been messin' with me. But we can't be certain of that until certain things have finished flushing themselves out of my system.
All that said, I'm really glad to hear from you. It's nice to know that you're still around, even if you are on the silent side of things these days. Though you and I never really talked much to begin with, I still consider you a true friend. If you don't mind very long delays in responses, feel free to send me a Note at any point if you ever wanna talk about something. *hugs* Hang in there. We'll get through this.