The bad news is that I am not going to leave the university, I could not completely withdraw from the university, things will be extremely difficult for me and paying for a private school will end up being almost as expensive or more than attending a university public, so I will remain tied to this for another 5 years

The good news is that, taking advantage of the fact that I canceled the semester of the degree that I am currently studying, I opted better to enroll in another degree, this time in Visual Arts, and my parents supported the idea, "we can help you with the expenses but as long as you don't drop out of college "and I said" okay, it's better than nothing "
I am going to be tied to the university for another 5 years, because changing my profession means starting from scratch, but this time, I am going to learn things that will serve me for my future, finally I will learn something about digital and vector drawing, graphic design, etc.

On the one hand, I will have to start from the beginning, but on the other hand, I will not be with the constant feeling that I am wasting time of my life

Well i just wanted to say that
Thanks to those who commented with their motivational words