so i thought i could handle posting my art here and even making a separate account. it's just so stressful... i really thought i was ready i guess i'm not. i can't really put it into words well just by typing, so i made a privatized youtube video and keeping it as sfw so it doesn't get removed. here's the video in case you want to here what i have to say. sorry i was really nervous and sorry if i sound jittery. hope you can understand.