I'm becoming brain-dead
5 years ago
I feel I start to suffer more from memory loss, lacking motivation and my overall feeling gets worse.
I started to rush through tests with closed answers, delay homework to point when I stay up resulting in undersleeping, then I lose ideas what to do next in terms of drawing or SFM, stopping at empty texts at forms. Speaking of that, I'm less willing to do requests due to my current mentality state, artwork gets rushed more and looks worse or not finishing it at all.
In short, I'm more art blocked and my brain refuses to do necessary work, so I get unreasoned absences due to doing my errands too late, have more chance to get bad grades, fail exams
I just hope trying to stay out of computer for hours in order to go outside or read books help me to restore my motivation to do digital stuff.
I started to rush through tests with closed answers, delay homework to point when I stay up resulting in undersleeping, then I lose ideas what to do next in terms of drawing or SFM, stopping at empty texts at forms. Speaking of that, I'm less willing to do requests due to my current mentality state, artwork gets rushed more and looks worse or not finishing it at all.
In short, I'm more art blocked and my brain refuses to do necessary work, so I get unreasoned absences due to doing my errands too late, have more chance to get bad grades, fail exams
I just hope trying to stay out of computer for hours in order to go outside or read books help me to restore my motivation to do digital stuff.
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I understand, I think it’d be a good idea to take an extended hiatus from everything
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