I've been preoccupied with the idea of death recently... It's inevitable, but I hate the idea of leaving this world without a satisfying sense of closure. Or even without notifying anyone. If there is an afterlife, I'd prefer to come back as a phantom so I can finish what needs to be finished, even if it's only my final work week. With all that said, I should clarify some things... These aren't yet concrete rules; they're more like guidelines or rough drafts, for now.

•If/When I do not show any signs of activity without saying anything beforehand (i.e. "going to the mountains," "undersea adventure," etc.) for 6 months (180 days), then you can safely assume that I am dead. _{Of course, I could be in a lengthy coma, but death seems like the more probable cause.}

•In the inevitably that I die, all of my characters and fictional worlds will be freely available to the public to do as they wish.

•If/When my dead body is found, I would like for it to be cremated.


I wonder if it's too early to write a will... Preparation is key to many things, after all! ★

And to any (former) friends I might have driven away, or I've otherwise fallen out of your favor, I sincerely apologize. I regret being combative, distant, and emotionally unstable when the opposite mattered more. Especially to a friend who I suspect had killed himself. I miss you very much, and I hope you are not suffering anymore.



If you read the entirely of this dreary Journal, I genuinely thank you.