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My current feelings on the world... (Dark)
5 years ago
The world is corrupt. Hatred consumes the minds of all that were pure and leaves nothing but a husk of pure anger in it's wake. I need not more entropy in my life already torn asunder by the hatred this world has provided.
The hatred and anger only breeds more anger, hatred, war, sadness... entropy, a thing that a world to function needs not of. And of all the times we need not entropy, it consumes the world en mass. I hate my life, I hate everything about my life.
I want to end my life, and everything that came from it, may this world be a less entropic place with a soul torn so asunder not taking up it's space. I beg of whatever gods are listening to me, watching me cry in misery, listening to my pleas, even if it mostly goes on deaf ears, Even if all the ears it falls on are dead or mocking, LISTEN... I can't live in this world, and I don't want to live in a world tearing itself apart with it's own claws, venomous fangs, tail, wings, ect. The world is a corrupt place, why do I even beg when it won't listen?
No one will listen, no one is on my side, not even myself. A friend tells me 'without darkness, there is no light', then I ask where is the sun? because all I see are shadows. In the souls of friends I once knew, in the world at large, and in myself.
Why has god let us progress so far? What have we done in previous lives to allow such horrid things to be done in this life as punishment?
The hatred and anger only breeds more anger, hatred, war, sadness... entropy, a thing that a world to function needs not of. And of all the times we need not entropy, it consumes the world en mass. I hate my life, I hate everything about my life.
I want to end my life, and everything that came from it, may this world be a less entropic place with a soul torn so asunder not taking up it's space. I beg of whatever gods are listening to me, watching me cry in misery, listening to my pleas, even if it mostly goes on deaf ears, Even if all the ears it falls on are dead or mocking, LISTEN... I can't live in this world, and I don't want to live in a world tearing itself apart with it's own claws, venomous fangs, tail, wings, ect. The world is a corrupt place, why do I even beg when it won't listen?
No one will listen, no one is on my side, not even myself. A friend tells me 'without darkness, there is no light', then I ask where is the sun? because all I see are shadows. In the souls of friends I once knew, in the world at large, and in myself.
Why has god let us progress so far? What have we done in previous lives to allow such horrid things to be done in this life as punishment?
