So it's been a good chunk of time since I kinda did anything with my self expression as a furre, as a queer male and just... me as a whole. Since the quarantine/covid19 I had more time to access who I am, what I was comfortable with and after a lot of former growth, I've gotten pretty comfortable with myself.

That being said...

I got most of my bills paid off, getting myself back on track and even splurging and getting some artwork. I've been amazingly happy with all the artists i've been working with and the pieces I've gotten. I didn't realize how exposed I got and in a public chat, I had a few randos clock me on how Brol doesn't look like a German Shepard and it really bothered me. I didn't bother at the time to catch their name and pursuant culture is just not my jam, but like it got me sad looking at all my art because of what they said and I've been stewing on this feeling. I'm really using this to kinda vent my frustration than looking for sympathy or attention.

I dunno... I've just been really frustrated about those comments and just sitting here grumpy about it. I love my shep and hell, i've even expanded and adopted some new characters comin' in. I don't regret my artwork, they are beautiful and each artist did a great job.. but it's really disappointing that a few bad vibes can kill a mood. smh. /end_rant