love
16 years ago
she was the only one there next to me, she was the only one there to help me see, she's the one thats soo dear to me i cant bear to see her leave. all my hopes and all my dreams are just to have her next to me. when i look into her eyes love is all i see. the passion and the feelings that she gives to me is worth soo much more then anything in my life that i just cant stand to see her cry, in the past i treated her so bad its no wonder why she got soo mad, there is always a glimmer of hope that i will soon hold her close. as the tears run down my face i can only hope that this is just a phase. hope that my dreams are only half true and soon i can be next to you. love is a special feeling to have i just hope that this empty space in my heart will soon be filled by her again.
kandy baby i wrote this for you so you know my feelings are true. i will love you always and i want to prove that to you
kandy baby i wrote this for you so you know my feelings are true. i will love you always and i want to prove that to you

NiveK_Rayne
~nivekrayne
You always got people to talk to if you need :). Things will look up.

fluffydemon666
~fluffydemon666
OP
i can only hope so, there is no one else that im thiss close to and thats what makes this whole thing soo hard. and to boot it makes me look like a creep cause i keep trying to talk to her but she wants time to herself and it pushes her further away and i feel our connection bending, i hardly eat, i cant sleep anymore, my dreams wake me up and i cant help but wake up and cry, its been this way for almost a week that i hardly do anything and once again it makes me look worse and i cant get it out of my head!!!! fuck i cant keep doing this... i need to know if all i was working for is going to have a result with us and not just an end, please i need help.

NiveK_Rayne
~nivekrayne
sometimes the best thing is to just wait and see. There really is no such thing as "wasted time" there is always something you gain from everything. Just try to keep your head up through all this.

fluffydemon666
~fluffydemon666
OP
u should read the new journal...