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5 years ago
how are you doing? Everything has been stressful lately and dosent seem to be letting up lately... Has anything good happen to you lately you wana chat about? im hoping to focous more on the good in my life then the bad.
so tell me all the good in your life!
[also im streaming on twitch right now; https://www.twitch.tv/xvixien ]
I’ve honestly been getting frustrated these last couple weeks.
I’ll just say that my frustration isn’t from the protests themselves but the hypocrisy of mayors, governors and media who shamed and vilified people for wanting to get back to work yet allowing these protesters to congregate with little to no social distancing.
Since then had time to seek therapy, found someone who I love and loves me back, moved to be closer, got a even better job even during this Covid thing in pay and get to spend more time outdoors then I've been able to in almost 10 years. I've actually gotten the first tan I've had in years since I was a Boy Scout going camping every summer. We've fostered a few kittens together, adopted one of them along with her already present 3 cats, and are making plans for our marriage with hopes Covid-19 doesn't make it hard for my folks to come attend. All in all, my depression levels have gone way down but I'd be lying if I didn't occasionally look back at my last marriage and worry that my current partner may do something similar to which she gives me a playful slap and tells me I'm stuck with her.
I totaly understand. having that kind of past with someone changes you. sometimes for the better, but sometimes not. Keep your head up hun<3