I’m sorry for earlier guys, I didn’t know what happened. I’m always panicky and sad a lot. I wanted to ask, are you guys okay if write about my characters here? I’m still learning about the site, and I only know a tiny bit. I’m very sorry. I don’t have any jobs, and I’m not talented and I’m failing school. But I like coming to this site, cause I kinda feel safe. I feel home. People here are kind to me and make me feel accepted. I don’t know how to drive yet, and I’m absolutely terrified to learn. I usually cry a lot at night too, but when I see comments here on my stuff, or to me or anything makes me feel a lot better. I hope I can stay here, and hopefully not be a udder failiure, and be forced to kill myself. I don’t want that. I love talking to people here, it makes me feel home. I’m very shy and sad, so I’ve never really had friends in real life. All of that changed when I came here. I met someone who was so nice to me. Multiple people, actually. One of them was close to my age, and now we’re becoming good friends. Roydrinksmilk helped me a ton. And everyone else too. If you have anything to say, I don’t know if the comments work, cause I don’t know how journals work, but if you can comment or note me if you can. I didn’t mean to upset anyone if I did. Another thing I wanted to mention, this took a while to build up courage for, but I have a high functioning form of autism, I can’t remember what it’s called, but I’m not like the other kids. In school, I’m not smart enough for the regular classes, but I’m too advanced for the autistic rooms. I don’t belong anywhere. I hope this dosent make me look idiotic or stupid, I can still think, talk, I’m practically the same, I’m just not as smart as a normal person. But when I came here, I felt like I could finally belong. I’m not trying to say that everyone here’s stupid, or dumb like me, I’m saying that I can finally feel somewhere I belong. Most of my life, I’ve always wanted to be a furry. Please, if you have anything to say, comment or note me. It would really mean a ton. I hope I can figure out how commissions work, it’d be really cool to be able to see my characters. And thanks molokaylke for being willing to draw for me. Sorry for the long rant, I just really wanted to get this off my chest.